and i find myself always needing a drink
so, what do we do with things that we were meant to give at a certain time, but that time had passed already? it’s not nothing, but neither is it everything. mehn.
"I don’t know why we put things off, but if I had to guess, I’d say it had a lot to do with fear. Fear of failure. Fear of pain. Fear of rejection. Sometimes the fear is just of making a decision, because what if you’re wrong. What if you make a mistake you can’t undo. Whatever it is we’re afraid of, one thing holds true. That by the time the pain of not doing the thing gets worse than the fear of doing it."
Meredith Grey, Grey’s Anatomy
"My parents made me not believe in love but I think I am starting to now."
never remembering anything and always being told to forget things
it’s like we’re made to just —